being controlled.

last night was drinking at 8d

and, of coz Shark was there,
it was abit of awkwardness and i was avoiding looking at his eyes.

there are several times when i had picked up signals that he was testing my reactions

first he mentioned that im the best people in the world.
because Leslie's wife was not really happy that he went overseas.
and shark mentioned that if it would had been Me, i would had just said ok.
i was replying my msgs and i wasn't really listening.
i knew he was looking at me when he said that.

second. he was asking me if i want to join them again for the tripped.
i gave him what he dun want to listen.
i said i can't go. its too late.
normally i would had said  that SK dun wan me to join.
and i looked not that interested as what i had always been.

shark is asking this a few times and its always he brought up this questions.

third, he initiate grp game. and this is the time when we will have match tgt,
and this is the time when we stare at each other.

forth, he mentioned that he will always win.
and i said , ya, i will let u win.

the last match we were all smiling.

i hope as when im walking away, Shark stop pushing me and pulling me back.

he knows me well and i cant hide it from him.