working at the frustrating rate

Thursday morning was the start of my short temper.


i just cannot understand why guys cannot wake up to pick up phone calls.

its not like always,
its once a while and its work.
always.. im the one who picked it up.

enough said.

i think over the years,
CO 506 had trained me to be a better someone.

he had trained me to have the habit to think and solve the root of the problem.

MINDEF does have a positive thinking culture,
but its too competitive. and people these days had become too booksmart that they had forgotten that people works with relationships and its the relationship that makes things works.

i was out of focus,
not thinking of my work.

these days im reading up.
and along the way, im picking up little pointers that i hope i can use it on.

and i had picked up that
i need to keep my mind balanced.

i need to detach my emotions as much as i can.
keeping my mind balance enables me to think clearly.
and also make decisions which is neutral and less bias.

ive toned down my attitude with the FMA,
and he also start to call me regularly to get things done.

i've convinced that work is work and i no need to attach my emotions into it.
He is not against me .
everyone want to perform and deliver the work.
ive also understand when ppl look for me for help,
its because they trusted me that im able to help them.
and im building up my reputation.

i need to stop slacking.
and get things done.
and i will make a legacy for myself.

im happy that ppl trust me and they believe in me to get things done.

although i felt that i can do it better and greater with Shark.

i miss shark. i've gotten over with the previous fish.

BJY BJY JY JY!