May MAYMAY!

i had a tough time with work for the month of April. endless of work, plus more work. more responsibilities. chaotic meetings, and also.. the standard of expectations.. gets higher. or maybe im lagging. im trying my best.. but im really tired. i'm losing that attitude. meanwhile, we are having 'WAR' with the MA. im drained.. totally.. with no proper resources to fight. im left alone to think and fight with my team. lucky, they know what to do, and we will sit down and discuss before we launch our 'attack' work isn't suppose to be like that. they keep saying work hand in hand. but i nv seen their hand offer to help. we had helped them countless time and now they had "grew" stronger and start to demand things which are contractually right. they had nv thought of our "help" and they took for granted. For granted that their job become mine and i need to take responsibility for that. i've flare my temper a few times. and im quite sick of it. i dun like to get angry, coz it just makes me lousy. -.-