thinker

another reflection posting.

aug sep was a busy month, to put my career back on focus.
friends on the another hand.
some are losing control.
some indirectly destoryed my life.

bad stuff are meant to let go,
good stuff are meant to keep.

some words sound so harmless yet it hurts so deep.

some mistakes cost a whole life to learn and change,
some are just easy to change.


ytd was talking to queenin.
told queenin smth,
hope that she can learn to be selfish.
Yes, selfish.
Appear weak when you are strong.
its from Sun Tze- Art of War. the book that i wanted to own.
i still haven't buy that book yet.

innocence still makes the world a better place, but to protect its own, its a basic survival skill. if i can't protect myself, how possible for me to protect those i loved?

and i'm pissed too.
i lost a deal.
because the female agent promise to give additional service.

why other ppl got to use underhand method.
argh