pissssssssssssssed off

very,
super duper.

can't help to vent my anger and my dismay in my blog although i said i would blog only happy stuff. buts its really unbearable.

to think a mere sentence by a friend. would just made me so pissed. generally i will not appreciate those fine words and gentle actions. coz i've clearly expressed myself (i think i have) to you. so what i've friend's birthday to attend and i just dun want to go out with you. As a friend, going out is definitely not a problem to me. i just dun like to just "go out with you". even "i miss you" has been not much of a meaning to me. maybe i take this friendship for granted, and i thought you would think some sense and let me have a chance to show you what am i doing. you reject straight in my face and turn your back away from me. granting me an appt to share with you some knowledge and concepts is a small issue, coz i faced that from my friends. but that doesn't meant that you got to turn your back away. i believe i can charm and just be "teh" and you would go ahead.
i dun wan that kinda clients. i want my clients to benefit and know what they are having rather than buying for the sake of supporting me.
i'm not having a fanclub, i dun need supporters.

keep the friendship pure and it will be pure, harbor little evils thoughts and there's goes the innocence.