my postings are always one day late. Boring. need to change my attitude.
last night was msning with Queenin.
and some how we talk about relationship, and today's My Paper.. i was feeling so disgusting. its about betrayal in marriages and men took up the majorities. women do betray.. (like me =X that's the past) haha its really sickening because there's alot of married men flirting and flings around. esp those who looked decent. they are worse.. (base on experience) haha and they can tell you, yes they still love their wife dearly and its the sex part that they cannot communicate and work it out to satisfy each other.. worse still, some with kids..
if i'm get a chance to conduct a talk, most likely it would be "tame him- for life" haha sound very silly but i guess its human.. there's so many temptation out there. only those who are able to resist- monks/nuns. i'm not a guru, but i guess it can be a fruitful sharing sessions!
trust is the most important factor to keep the relationship going. after seeing so many things, how am i going to trust a guy that WE need to love and live together? forgive might be the silliest thing, but its also the greatest thing. who can really forgive? on hand i can only think of one friend- Queenin. she is indeed a great gf, a great friend. Over the past few years, i've seen her generosity, her forgivingness , her patience.. if i was her, most properly in would be a very different story.
After so many things i've done. i guess my karma in love will not be any better. haha there's always something similar about my choices, and i can't really name it out.. they "linked" in a way. Some asked me why am i single, after some serious thinking.. yes i think my standard too high. indirectly i gave them "ticks", 2 crosses and out they go. both factors considering physically and the chemistry.
and i've realised...
i've been waiting for that somebody to online every night! oh great man -.-"
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