helping hands

i've tried to borrow resources but its not working.

exhausted all means and i still cant get it done.

then it struck me that "helping" is not always forthcoming.

and not everyone will put in the utmost best effort to help.

its kinda disappointing. because i've been helping.

but when i needed help,

the help seems beyond reach.

i know NDU will not blame me,

but i felt some how personal that i didnt get the job done.

and i will be truly grateful for ppl whom offer help unconditionally and without giving 101 reasons to reject and they just need 1 reason to offer help.

and i know what NDU would want me to stay..

because they know who to look when they need help