back to work

back to join the work force.

its tiring.
but its my fatty den keeps my day going.

really not easy to balance work and family.
but lucky my boss is understanding.

im still not happy with them.

babies need to sleep early.
not 11pm
babies need a clean place.
not rotating to let everyone fall sick.

maybe i find it ridiculous.

Eason is a precious but doesn't mean he need the attention of the whole world.

i really dislike bringing Eason back to Caspian.

i can't play with him.

i didn't play with him when he is at jurong west.
worse.
i can't bond with him even when im at Caspian.

Eason is like a toy for his grandparents to play.

no one bothers if he can flip or having good tummy times.

i really dislike ben's sister because she had taken Eason's room and our house.

but i know. that's my lesson in life.
to accept her.

im trying. and i just can't hide it.

Eason is growing up fast.
He is so huge. size XL.
but im loving him so much everyday.
i'm living in the moment with him.
although i can't wait for him to hit milestones.

i just want to watch him grow and nurture him into a gentlemen