overrun 2016

there's only one thing i've completed in 2015,
which is implementing Plan B.

other den that,

i didn't save any money.
in fact, im in debts.
more debts than i can manage and save money.

with baby and a new car.
i need to stop my personal spending
and really start saving.

i need to review my insurance
and cancel those which i think its not necessary.

other den that.
i've been in this company since Oct'2011 and had been dealing with SBAB ppl since Jan'2012.
4 years and counting.
not easy.
im in this job for 4years.

which also mean that the contract is ending soon.
not sure whats the direction of my company.

but certainly not a major concern.

Happy new year!
its 2016.
the 5th day.

in another 29days.
im due for labour.
its getting scary.
i don't know what to expect.
and wonder if i can cope.
or how can i manage.

another thing that i wanna do,
is to keep real ppl who understands me.

i don't need to alot of ppl.
i just need a few whose presence will just make me happy.
don't have to talk much.

i think everyone is growing and certainly there's alot of things which we need to exchange or let go in order to be "living in the moment"

you can't possible be holding on to your teenage dreams while living in an adult world.
but its possible it you are working on it.

like making in happen. pursue the dreams.

not to hold on as you are afraid of losing it.