i think getting bumped seems easy to most of the people.
or to what i see,
it was filled up with positive vibes.
however,
maybe im facing the changes.
which im not prepared to give or exchange.
im still trying my best to let go of shark.
knowing that he is also trying his best to salvage back his marriage.
i think he took the advise to let his admin go.
me too, on the other hand.
is moving on with other phase of life.
but,
im in pain.
very much of pain.
i think im too independent to myself.
i dun like to ask for help for myself.
i believe i can do it with my limited resources.
work stress and life stress.
i thought i can balance,
but all the way,
i was drinking away.
because now i can't drink.
i can't let go of my stress.
and it gets bottled up.
im glad that some ppl gives me a ring and ask me out to chill.
they know im so stressed.
and they know i cant drink.
but they just want to see me that im fine.
these are the bunch of ppl that touched my heart.
and they know.
how i felt.
and ive lost shark totally.
im thinking of resigning.
to go to a new place and start all over again.
keeping these as a growing up phase.
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