Sunday

Meltdown

As days passes,
I find that I had lost the meaning of being happy. 

There are a lot of restrictions on food. 
Which is my main source of happiness.

I felt restrained and tied down when ppl start to tell me,
You can't eat this and this and this.

My list of cravings food to die for gets longer but the banned food list get longer too.

I can't eat happy. 

Just that when I saw the sinseh.
I just lose it.

I just felt comforting just to see her.

Like she is the one who really know how am I feeling. And what am I going thru.

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