Memories are just part of History which can't be forgotten.

i had been drinking for continuously for the past 1 week.

and im pretty amused that SK was talking sense to me.
i believe its the truth,
as he is already seh seh liao.
keep holding my hand,
advising me on certain issues.

he was expressing his thoughts on me,
and how he felt towards me.

i wonder if DK was aware,
that most of his frds are charmed by me.

we were talking and he was suggesting that to bring me ho holiday with them.

i really duno what is he thinking.
if he meant it or just trying me out.

im still recovering from the pain which i had inflicted on myself.

maybe i had too much,

maybe i shld just stop.

its getting so messy that,
ppl are drunk and they are expressing their feelings to me.

and i dun want the grp to break up because of me.

im grateful that Leslie took the effort to look after me when i go toilet.
he was so afraid that i will be hijack.
he was holding my hand.
i wonder if he felt it.

jackie was the most innocent fish.
but i guess he was the happy one.

he was jealous,
but ended up he was the one who offer to send me back.

Shark was there,
and he was cheering that jackie had done the same thing.
however,
i felt that it would be better if shark and jackie took the same cab and go back.

i need to get out the grp, before i step my foot too deep and everyone is hurt.