Running out of faith

I felt so burnt out from my life.

Maybe because I'm running away from certain issues that I'm facing and I dun wan to handle and solve it. 

Maybe because I know I will make a total different decision if it's for me.

But I will stick to whatever I have and make decision to make those I valued around me.

By thinking of others first,

I'm putting myself and my interest last.

Last night while ah yap is sending me back home, he sensed this low energy around me. 

It's super low that I've told him that I'm tired and I did thought of giving up.

His kind words encouraged me although it seems like nothing.

He said I have a lot more capacity to handle more issues.

(Which i agreed, I'm the pillar to most of the people ard me)

And I need guidance and help.

He had been always asking me to join him in Wesmech. I'm so half hearted. I know what will happen.

I will work like crazy because I will put dK interest first.

And I'm so heartache for the company

He told me he is willing to train me. Because he felt I can. 

I felt so much better