Final warning- Red Card

had been drinking.

unknowingly, ppl had been asking me out for drinks after they knew im back on drinking.

ridiculously.

like almost every day,

over one or two glasses.

i think Karma is really a Bitch.

i've been trying to get close to shark and he is cool during the day, and hot during night.

on the other side,
there's another Fish,
Hot during the day, cool during the night.

he wasn't a fish..
but i guess he must had heard a few things about me
and he mirrored and speaks my thoughts even before i can speak.

he is testing the water and i had told him i treat him as friend.

not keen to change any status in between us.

and well..
this fish had some drama and he refuse to response to anything but my msg.

i didn't let anyone know because its getting obvious if ive update his status as he is avoiding all calls including his wife.

im just tying to make sure he is alright,
and he said he miss me.

i went blank.
this is the 4th time we met,
and before that we had dinner together at Morton's.

i think he is trying to impress.
but i don't like ppl to impress me through materials.

he failed to impress me intellectually

i need a guy with brains.
so that we can talk and debate.

and this fish is keen to go out again!
i said ok lo. next friday.

im having DnD this friday!!

i will share my DnD costume on this FridaY!
Ninja with Blue eyes!

hurhur im thinking if i want to do Lash extension.

so that i dun have to draw my eyes and since it can last around 1month..
y not?

to sum up,
shark is protecting me from hurt,
and i wan to protect myself from the fish.

i really wan this shark so much.