mentally stretched

when left alone in the deep sea,
ppl will defiantly grab for anything which was within sight that was floating.
among the times,
a life buoy wasn't available, and ppl would look for 2nd alternatives.
and among which,
decision need to be made,
because, its either u stay put or you move.
both were the decision of survival.
and no matter what decision u made, u will regret. coz u wished it would be better.

and most of the ppl will forget that time was not at your favor, and its a live and death matter.

becoz other ppl can't be in your shoes as they had different mindset and interest, the matter was weighed differently.

and often, when we saw the miracle hand which was offered to help. We went all tears but forget abt it later,
when the threat was no longer there, when comfort zone kicks in.

in desperate for survival, ppl would spin tales just to have empathy. And how would u judge them?

scheming? or lying?
or just..
things that went wrong.

things always happen for a reason.
and that reason..
will not be disclosed openly,
u need innerpeace to seek for the truth.

i dun like ppl to take me for granted.
i standby my thoughts,
i standby my beliefs.