pain + relax

braces are really giving me a hard time.
=/

and i pamper myself with the facial appt.
=)

and there goes my day.

i guess no one will understand how bad my workplace is.
it is beyond words to discribe.

today didn't end well,
i was feeling not right.
really not right.
since morning until now.

i dun want to admit that feeling,
its really a neg one which i onced to feel that, like ages ago.
that i want to scream at myself,
i've made a mistake,
wrong move.
guess what?
i shld have tender my resignation and moved to Keppel FMO.

i'm angry with myself.
SURBANA FM is giving me empty promise,
and to think,
i belive and trust the company,
or i shall say, the Person.
and what it brings me?
stress, more workload.
some say no pain, no gain,
i say, no same, no pay.
only i understand,
i dun want to blog much.

and lastly,
i'm really disappointed with myself.
very much.

i've been so careful and to think, i made mistake.
i simply regret it,
i really put the company's interest first and what do i get?
i'm not there to work for free.

and one thing.
i dun like another feeling.

i hope i will be fine tml.
if time can be reversed,
i hope to start last month all over again.

I WANT HUG HUG!
many many =(