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after today's incident,
i've realised..
the true meaning of frds and karma.

and it set my thoughts free..
to begin with,
for the past few days, apart from the failed attempt of my 1st TP, i've been troubled by the tension between my both frds.
den i realised,

its really Karma.
i remembered the day when R spoke badwords behind my back, and how my frds turned their back against me,
only 1 stood by trust, she is worried about me.
she didn't judge me futher which the majority did,
she didn't pass those remarks to me.

i really appreciate her.

today,
similar incident happen,
and it just happen that another frd is in my shoes,
i've lost a few frds, she lost more than frds.
you can't stop ppl from badmouthing you if you really didn't do it well for anything or everything.
just that this frd dun have the frd that i had right beside me,
infact she had another frd,
who merely passes the words she heard which were nth good.

what i can say?

i can't do anything,
but seriously,
a person would speak good and bad.
but the recieving end would always catches the bad words,
that's why bad news spread fast.

and.. Case #2.
If your close frd knows you are doing the wrong thing,
she would have guided you,
not to catch your mistakes and make u lose face infront of everyone.
a frd should help you when u really need help, and not to stand aside and watch you fall.

at this very moment,
i know who are my true frds.
i had enough of frds problems.
and i may sound harsh.
but all i can say was,
till this day, i nv side anyone completely with emotions, i do it will logics.