Wednesday

takes what has got it for me

and i'm going to change.
for the better, and be a better person.

as i reflected past 2 months of 2008,
i've realised i've wasted my time. (Again)

tat's 60 days, and i've left around 301 days..
another den changing my physical looks,
i got to change my mindset.
i know i can do.
but i'm so afraid of failure and that's inaction leads me to where am i now - Nowhere.
Not here, Nor there. Not any closer to my goals, not closer to my ideal income and my car.

Wake up.
Take charge.
Be in control.

i know i can,
coz i'm bai jiayan!
haha

a friend of mine shared with me a story of a jack-Russel.
he used to have this dog, and jackrussel are small toy dog.
and this dog,
it used to think that its a big, strong dog. and it chased after a golden retriever.
until one day. my friend was hugging the dog, and standing infront of the mirror.
the jack-russel was shocked.
it looked itself,
den the owner, den mirror, den itself. den owner, den mirror.
it suddenly realised it is not that big size as what it think it is.
the dog stoned for many hours..haha
after realising its a small size dog.

maybe it sound stupid,
but i learnt smth.
the mindset of the dog.
=)
it thouhgt that its the toughest, the strongest.

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