sneeze!

its the flu bug!!! it caught me again! faint X_X

well.. Jiaxin its at AH, Wish her speed speedy recovery! so that we all can drink again!

as What Queenin Said, New Year- Old problem.. Yes indeed. maybe when it comes to love, i'm totally not good in handling, maybe best in breaking hearts, but sucks at trashing emotions out.
Indeed him and me had been caught in many times, many sticky situations. and i thought since we had broken up 2 years ago, and had been friends. With the cold, warm attitude he gave me, i guess its time that i totally let go and move on.
its a struggle. it took me 2 years to fully let go, and just when i managed to throw away this bad past, it came back. my previous posting was refering to Him, Ivan Wong.
After so many events, tears and joy, i still firmly believe we shouldn't start in the first place.. and if someone gave me a choice to turn back time. i shall keep things are what it is now.
i'm happy, content with my Single-hood.

and i asked myself last night,
Whats the feeling of loving someone and being loved??
i can't remember.
dun bother.

And yup, tml its saturday, going back to my YTCCCO with my darling-Er Hu which i've abandon it for 365 days, kept it in a cold, dark place.