old place, new feelings

went back ytccco for the passion of music..
saw a few familiar faces.
happy to see them.

surprisingly i still remember a few songs..
they are practicing a few songs for CNY..
that instant i felt like crying..
there's no CNY for me, not even reunion dinner.
totally not in a mood for those.. not at all.

and for the old songs.. "Mo Li Hua"
images of Zq playing Bass, Alvin with his $1,200 Pipa, Taurus with his Gu ZHeng. bascially friends. music seems to be alone for me right now.
i felt sad, lonely.
still happy that i've still my Er Hu skills with me.. although some notes went abit low. and i tune my erhu without a tuner. =D

should i continue to stay? its more like a playground to me. maybe i should be like ZhenZhen, come here play music, and off i go. =)

its disappointing the room is in a mess.. =/

and my parents are flying over to the States, my brother is completing his degree by this may. its his graduation. my parents are dead happy. my brother made them proud. and i will make them proud too.

signing off.. having an emo weekend.