Movitation?

Chris was asking me what drives me to be focus and working hard to peruse that dream of mine, what drives me to be successful. and whats my definition of being successful?

only for the last month i start to see the actual result of my income.. its really satisfying. i did plan what i really want to earn. its not the income i can spend, its the feeling.. the Shiok feeling, the feeling of giving urself a pat on ur back on every mid month.

i told chris, i felt tired. sept i got 2 weeks to work on, to rush my outstanding production.. i was half way there when the time was up.

really feeling disappointed,
i thought i really can do better, and just it happend, its a "thought", it didn't happened too.

although sept was a better production month for me, i thought i should be happy, or glad for a while. but all felt was sucky, haha

after spending some time thinking and ponder, i finally come to a conclusion.
its the sense of achievement and satisfaction that i wanted. The reason that i used to had to motivate myself was no longer that powerful. Only when Chris spend 1hr with me, trying to find back myself.

its not the unlimited income, its about the end results,
its not about closing more sales, its about helping my friends to achieve financial freedom so that they can happily retire with me! haha
its not about flashing those blings blings, its about self-esteem.

tis isn't a happy posting, just a little bit long posting for me to find me. =)

results?

Found-ed.