dreamS?

last night.. i had a dream..
it wasn't a pleasant one,
but it wasn't a nightmare too.

it was something close to heart,
something that it took me awhile to realised wat's goin on..
i duno wat it means..

i dreamt of my grandmother..
she isn't talkin to me.
she doesn't look happy,
she doesn't smile.

i saw her, lookin at me crying.
it was another image of her passing on moment,
the last breath..
i cried.. badly.
i saw a few familiar faces,
and one voice shot me back
"need to cry until so jialiat mah?"

i duno wat it means,

i was stoning the whole day. duno wat to do..


and coincidence,
a friend of mine was looking thru my friendster and me msg me,
"wat the meaning of 10th april?"

i thought he was asking me a history question, so i checked the internet,
it says 10th April marks the 100th day of the year..

den i realised its the day my paternal grandmother passed away..

ouch!
it hurts