mothers' day

anyway.. i've completed playing Virtual Villagers.. haha =D completed all the puzzles. =)

anyway find that my father is behaving so weird today. partly that's how i feel. there was a funeral going on the block facing my block. its a taoist funeral, so naturally there's chanting and chinese opeara goin on. my dad was complaining noisy.. well i think so too. coz the opera ends around 11pm. =.=" haha but its a funeral wake, so.. hmmm.. naturally will keep quiet about that. its a person's last journey. well i guess when my dad he sAw that funeral wake, i believe he misses grandmother. more over its mothers' day today. i think he dun feel good too. he looks sulky. he was standing near the window, looking at the funeral for the whole mornin until they left. it wasn't a good feeling either.
vivdly images run thru my heads too.. hmmmm my heart had stop beating since then.


i think my aunts too, they just keep quiet, i can roughly understand how they feel. =) tml its my late grandmother's 35th day.. my cousins will be here..

anyway its a cruel world.. its not hopeless yet, but life is disappointing to an extend. its a fact ppl remembers unhappiness more than happiness. thats the brain. but i chose to remember the good stuff. =) good memories are priceless, bad ones are worthless.