duno how it start, duno how it end.. my dad was talking to me after his daily session of beer drinking. his tone was so... serious. maybe only heartfelt words and the truth are in this time.
he was talking about keith and my late grandmother.
this time was so... i duno. i can feel his concern and his pain. he was worried about me, not abt the future, but its my happiness. he saw totally different thing as compared to when i was with ivan 3 years sgo. i understand his concern. and that's why i need time to think, and ask myself. i didn't really sleep late night. busy thinking. not only wad my dad said, but oso i'm been asking myself what i really want.. all i can say
"Nan ren bu huai, bai jia yan bu ai"
its really something very bad. i feel that i'm bad.. haha. really..
my dad's main concern is religion.. it has always been his major concern. just like yun and eric in the past. and of coz i have the answer.
for my late grandmother. this coming friday is her 49th day death anniversary.. i really miss her. everything just happened to fast that i dun have time for myself to reflect.. all i need its a hug =)
anyway i'm still sick..my voice is still erm.. abit rough. haha
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