lose thoughts

i duno. really duno. so far 2 things are going so out of my control and its taking a big chuck of time. its so tiring.
of coz i treasure my friends more than anything else, and of coz i tend to do stupid things at stupid times. =) still remember that time went to the fortune teller with eve, hua and queenin. i think what the guy had said .. "wo de xiao ren shi nu ren, gui ren shi nan ren" maybe its true.

maybe i trust everyone, giving each a benefit of doubt. the trust to friendship.

everyone has a good side, and a bad side. naturally a bad person will still have a good side of him.
i felt that gers are like fruits, more like only 2 group of fruits, soft on the outside, hard on the inside. or hard on the outside, soft on the inside.
but for me! i'm not a fruit, i'm a rock. haha dead hard. haha

somtimes i really duno how to react. or maybe i'm in denial state, totally bo chiap.

maybe people are afraid to let others find out their real intention or their true self. but i always believe treat your friends whole heartedly, not because each has our worth. but because we are mammals with feelings and thoughts -Human Beings.

yup... end of my lose thoughts.