over feelings

 first.

i've rejected SMRT again。

i finally realized its not the money.

i just want to be happy..

secondly i also felt that he was not giving me attention or the usual attention.

or maybe he was trying to keep a cool distance as it would be deem more professional to maintain as such.

it makes sense. else any wrong intention would jeopardise everyone's career.

he would find ways to be near,

he would find ways to team together.

but just so subtle that only one guy was able to picked up that he was trying defend/help me.

and that guy request us to spilt up.

anyway..

zzz