Eason is three months old!

It's three months! Really was a struggle. 

Esp the emotions when everyone thought was not normal. And they thought they are doing more. 

Actually by not doing more is helping me. 

After recovering from the infection.

I guess it was the latching that wasn't enough.

Which landed me in hospital.

Going thru the forth trimester isn't like a breeze. 

Afterall, time will pass and things will change. 

Although I'm staying with my parents for these 3 months. 

Eason is well taken care of.

And he now knows where is his "comfortable" place

He start to feel the need of assurance but he still can play with others.

On the other hand. There's this little seed of hate growing. Because the sister is bugging the room.

But of cause I knew how she feel.

So I didn't open my mouth to demand a room. She feels comfortable with her parents and so do I. Whatever am doing is just a mirror of her actions. 

She is a daughter and a mother. 

so am i.

I think for my child and my parents. 

Im going back to work next week.which I'm ok to go back to work. But also will miss my time with this naughty monk.

At least I dun have to worry when I leave naughty monk with my parents. 

No other kids will bully him,

No germs,

No ill-hygiene 

And most importantly,

He has his own space which he is comfortable with