Cold War

Apparently they dun understand the "bonding between mother n baby"

I know they r helping me to feel less tired but it's getting frustrating because during the day time, baby wasn't with me. 

Or even near me. 

Baby is only return to me when they r not free or they wan to sleep.

I only prepare milk for him and wash his bottles. 

And they think it's alright.

I felt so discouraged by then to breastfeed. Always ask me to give formula n how much he drink. And comment I dun have milk.

This is not a breastfeeding mum wan to hear.

Now baby is too use to the bottle due to the fast flow of milk he rejected latching. 

And they didn't encourage me to latch back at all. I changed those bottles so that it's similar to latching and they comment again. Saying not good, too slow for him, he is using a lot of energy to suck. That's the purpose. 

  

Whatever I bought it's not good enough. From his clothes to his mitten to his cloth diapers.  

Whenever baby cries, they didn't give me and baby a Chance to feel bonded n allowing me to give him the sense of security. They carry him away and they comfort him themselves. 

I think they r being too helpful.

I always packed up the room myself. They always use things (baby stuff) and leave it there and i just need to clear up. It happens a few times a day. And they r the ones making mentally n physically tired. 

Because there's an indirect pressure that baby cannot cry out loud. Else he will b gone.