10weeks to go!

Hello Eason! 

We r counting down to 10weeks left to see you!

And of coz.. 

To take care and nurture you into a gentlemen.

From the starting to current,

A lot of things had been going through my mind and I'm wondering if what I'm fighting for is worth it or not.

It seems like daily affair that things are moving forward. But Eason, 

There's smth u need to know.

In our current home,

We can't give you ur nursery.

Because the room is currently taken by ur aunt and cousins.

M not sure when they wan to give it up or having plans to change that to ur room.

Current plan (my plan)is such that you will b going to your maternal grandparents side. 

I cannot tolerate the way your paternal grandparents taking care of your cousins. If I leave you in their hands. 

I'm sorry to say that you will b a spoilt brat or a tyrant. 

I think early stages of a toddler need to instill some discipline so that the "terror-two" can be reduced. I dun encourage discipline you when u r two years old. Because it will make u think and become more cheeky and thinking how to handle us. There's a base line for you and I hope Eason, you will turn out well.

Unknowingly, I will have a small vision,

How I will hold your little hands, and walking along Clementi hawker to find Daddy.

Show you his world. 

Make you a hawker boy.

And it just make me smile.

Eason, we still have a long way to go. But that's my vision. 

I hope we can fulfill it together.

The whole world isn't waiting for you.

But your world is starting soon!

See you soon!