but still feeling low energy and restless.
trying to focus on work,
and getting good rest.
finally ppl are calling me lesser..
i no longer has such tolerance to talk to ppl.
all i want is time for myself.
im only happy at night,
when i have time to myself and waiting for Eason to roll and throw his kicks and punches.
this is the only way that i know that he is doing good.
the bump is still considered small,
and im waiting for next week's test.
to make sure Eason is good and healthy.
personally,
i think not all friends are genuinely happy for me.
or thinking that we are on the same side.
those ppl who dislike ppl to judge them always judge others first.
its true.
im pretty sure that along the way,
ppl had judged me. which they always do.
but i dun care.
because i know what am i doing and i didn't hurt them to gain anything.
i've changed.
to be less helpful.
because ppl are taking me for granted.
help is not obligations
and help is optional.
if i chose to help,
it doesn't meant i will be ready to help you again.
this is life.
how often i ask for help.
they know me and i think its enough.
i always wanted to strive to better.
and trying to create my own legacy for myself.
i wanted to be somebody who had touched someone's lives.
don't take it for granted.
a fool is not a fool when the fool is quiet.
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