left unsaid

last night was talking to Leslie,

he was quite observant.

very observant.

he put a few test,
and he affirmed the feelings shark for me.

he told me who was staring,
who gave him the duty to look after me.
and he said i shld know who is the anchor for these drinking.

BJY..
he stirred my feelings again.

Shark is still Shark and he is watching over me.
further but never out of sight.

while i was chatting with other ppl from other table.
he was watching over me.
wondering where was i.

when they saw i was talking to the person they know,
they looked assured.

guess they know i tat i know how to mingle.
last night, ppl start to tell me,
"i see you often" and they smiled at me.

my fav waitress was gaga over a chap.
me being me,
i caught his attention and break the ice.
he thought im the one who want to know him.

and i told him,
im too old for you, and im married.
he looked relived.

but i realized he was looking at me.
not only me realized that but Leslie picked this up.
he was telling shark that this chap is eyeing on me but not the waitress.

somehow, i remember he was asking how often we patronize 8d,
and i told him, next monday.
and he nodded.

i only want to know how shark feel,
coz Leslie keep repeating that the chap was looking at me.

somehow we were hiding our feelings.

shark was asking if he can kissed me and wonder if anyone will see it.
i told him no.

he said im his bae.
i replied him cut the crap

he tried again during supper.
it was obvious

he finally sat beside me.
he helped me with food.
he said he like white porridge.

i told him,
i dislike all the food on this table.

maybe he knows i dun meant it.
im just giving him my attitude.
and im just icy towards him.
cause i still feel for him.

he tried to turn up whenever i am.
he turned up for the away,