Not so smooth

Work was hectic after the holiday break.

Trying to get things back on track.
Little they know co 506 n I

The rest of the ppl make it like he prefers to talk to me but not the rest. They sound it like he listen to me. And always instructs me to work.
They Duno he will scold me. Demand work timeline from me.
It's a two way communications n understanding.
Now I can understand y even my GM think so.
Because they dun trust in working relationships.
It's quite disappointing.

And another disappointing news..
I guess I've seen the true colours of that circle of frds.
End of the day. It's the tought that counts.

It makes me wonder...
If ever I'm going to have my own funeral at this age..
Who will cry for me?
Who will be sad for me?
Who will celebrate my life?
Who will keep me deep inside their hearts?
Who will give me their last respect?

I guess.. Mostly will b ppl from my work.

Ppl shld separate emotions with respects.
Although respects need to b earn, but it need to be valued.
What's respect when it's not valued?

It's a thinker for me..
I really wonder.. Who will miss me deeply.
:)