the pain just kill me

the sharp pain.
was indeed painful.

after i've done so many things,
i guess im only hurting myself.
no one put myself in a serious note.

i also have emotions..
im tough but i still have a soft side.

i dun like ppl to be sad, which also include myself.
i dun like ppl to scold be just for the sake of scolding me without telling me what went wrong.

and i just dun like ppl to download their emotions on me just like that.

i nv acknowledge my negative emotions because i would literally be emo.

today was suppose to be on a lighter mood.

but it was destroyed by myself.

i also duno y i wanna go do those things which doesn't benefit me.

i wanted to celebrate my bonus and increment..
but..

i dun have the mood alrdy