Put too little effort

I thought my Right hand man is a good man. With just right attitude.
I was wrong.
My hunch was somehow right.
My phone rang; it's a call from the office. I missed it Becoz I was talking to my frd
And I didn't bother to call back.
After a handful of hours later;
Someone call me back...
Asking y I nv picked up the call. I said I was with my frd in a conversation.
And lucky I didn't pick up

Else I will get an earful from my boss.
On something which I nv had done or control.
My right hand man was there, right beside my boss and he didn't explain to him what is the work flow.
He merely keep quiet and didn't Ben bother to say.. The job wasn't complete Becoz we dun have enough power.
I had plans.. But I can't execute Becoz I dun have much power.
The book I bought over the weekend is the book which I longed to own it.
Some will say I'm scheming
But it's the way to dominate.
The art of war is smth I was dying to understand.
I wan to apply on m work. Stablised myself and move forward.
I'm handicapped Becoz my right man hand is a barrier. He can't move fast as I want things too. I'm so stuck..

I commit myself that I will apply whatever I acquire from the book. Becoz it's my survival.

Two person alrdy asking me to resign.
Becoz it's getting me nowhere.
我不服
So I will press on and fight.